encircle me i need to be taken down...

I have so many things going on in my head right now I can't even try and put things straight enough to write a coherent blog. I'm trying to prepare for a class I'm teaching tomorrow and feeling a little leery about. The last time i taught this group a class, I felt like I was swimming through quicksand. I'm nervous and unprepared. And also procrastinating because I fear that if I actually sit down and try to get something planned out for tomorrow, I will realize that I have nothing to say, nothing to share, nothing to teach and then I will have to deal with that realization. And so instead, my head is 1,000,000 places at once. Here is an excerpt from my mind in the past 10 minutes while I've stared at the open text in front of me...

Oh, i like this song...that book should be returned...is it out of character for me to alphabetize my cds...who am i kidding, i'd never get that done...i should go buy a nice bottle of wine tomorrow...i haven't played guitar in a long time...where did my piano books go...I wonder if Norah Jones will ever tour to edmonton again...I think I'd like to see her in Europe...How long would it take to lay all those cobblestones in the streets of Bath...I should check ticket prices...did i pay rent...I wish jeans were cheaper...west Ed is a tourist trap...i place my cheek against the glass and i can't see you in the light...the next time i take the bus i think i'd like to dance while i wait inside the stop that would make someone's day...remember get together the camera stuff....remember to pack...remember to eat...remember to breathe...my mind is falling apart...but my hair looks good today.